2017... A Good Year?
How fitting.... that I would choose to start this journey on December 31st.... at 5 AM.... Obviously... my mind is swirling with the end of 2017 and the start of a new year. Reflecting on this year I truly don't know how I feel about it. Was it an overall good year? Well, if I say no.... I'm not counting my blessing... health of my family.... my husband.... and all that we have.... If I say yes, I'm not owning all my shortcomings this year, all the heartbreak and hurt I've met and what has happened to cause pause and pain in my life. So, I am left with not knowing how I feel about 2017. I have been up since 3 AM thinking of all that lies ahead and how I would perfectly like to maneuver through 2018 to be left next December 31st with an overwhelming.... WHAT A GREAT YEAR feeling. But in my heart I know not only is that not going to happen.... it is IMPOSSIBLE. Not because I suck, but because I am human and this is life.... and life... included